... you’ve made a difference by spending a few minutes talking to me that day when I was in the parking lot. Although I was initially vengeful about it, now I have come to terms with my own demon that I am leading the way.
I admit that I was greedy of the good thing that you offered. I was so focused on what I did not have and not even looked around me to be thankful and caring for what I already had: my job, my dog, my apartment, my car, my friends, my plans, etc. I’ve forgotten about all the adventures that I had been planning all my life and was too focused on the mundane life I am living that's obviously killed that adventurous boy in me ang brought up void. I give that all up now and trade it in for facing life head-on.
I've gained control.
I sleep very well now. A little much to make up for losses.
I am more flexible and intentional with my time.
I have learnt how to fall in love with music and books again.
I smile at a bumper sticker, a Charlie Brown children book and animal pictures.
I got me a DVD/CD player so I can play my music all day long and possibly get Netflix to be a movie freak again.
I learned how to operate DVR, recording House and Grey's Anatomy. I cried.
I have decided to delay the test date for my LSAT to get a good balance.
I am no longer compulsive.
I cook pasta again.
I am starting to read books and watch some tennis & college football.
I am getting better. Though I've failed. Sorry.
Wish you well ...
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