Dear W

Today is the first day that we are no longer we, attending service at All Souls.
It hurt me that I have sinned for not being humble and an equal to my partner who support him with unconditional love. It is clear that I have been ungrateful about the gift that God has given me, such big gift of love and compassion from you. I am repenting and wanting you to come back. Though, I know it is selfish. Therefore, I will let you find your true love.

It has indeed been a struggle but it was all worthwhile. Sharing my life and home with you would be unforgettable. You are my one true love. I will find another love that may or may not break my heart again. But for now, I will be waiting for you for a while because I want to learn how to desire something that is worth fighting for and not for games or experimentation and not taken for granted. I will also learn to respect myself and be OK with being alone and cherishing our love.

I just hope that you would not fear running with me even though I will not be around all year. But you know what you want and need, and I truly respect that, although with sadness and regrets.

I could have been stronger if I was listening to your guidance. I wanted to guide you too, to know more about my culture, my love for the world, and my flaws. But I was so busy running my own life and neglecting you and Gale, two loves that I had at home.

Now that you are gone, I wish you well. And church will never be the same with you holding my hand as we pray. Church would be more reflective for me as I will converse with God alone. Till I find my match who will walk with me in the Lord. Amen.